Fear of losing you

As a rule

I do not fear losing

But I fear losing you

There have of late been a few wakeup calls

And I have woken up

To the fact that I cannot live without you

The thought of losing you scared me

Made me see all the ways in which you complete me

Without you I believe

Life would defeat me

So there would not be much of a point to go through it

Without you

It is strange the way in which you have permeated my being

My life, my soul and make me whole. It is worth seeing

How in your quiet, familar way you have made me stay

And put my heart at ease

The though of losing you

Makes my heart want to explode

Motherless children

Are so very sad

A widower is sadder still

I love you

Too much to let you go.