if i could speak my mind

if i could speak my mind

i’d only be obscene

whisper and shout to you

thoughts so unclean

i would admit to you

i x-rayed you

striped you naked

i splayed you,

teased you endlessly

cuz you can take it.

if i could speak my mind

i would not only speak

i’d act on what i’d say

for now you are my need

my body would turn

into fevered mush

from how you make me burn

my evergrowing crush

if i could speak my mind

i would not just speak

i would crawl for you for miles

to collapse at your feet

‘i can live without you touch

but i will die within your reach’