I said those things to hurt you

I said those things to hurt you

But I really did not mean to hurt you

For when I hurt you

I hurt myself

No, No, that is a lie

I finally found a nice girl

But I let her slip away

I tell myself I am happy

In my own solitary way

But I am not

My dreams are shot

Everyone that I have ever had

I have made a lot of money

But it means nothing to me

I have had some success

But it bores me

It depresses me

That she is not here

So I say thing to hurt you

And play with another one

I hurt because that’s the only time I ever feel

When I hurt someone

What have I become